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GET INTO IT AND ADD THAT SHIT!
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[17 May 2005|03:10pm] |
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Goodbye livejournal, I never use you, and no one reads you. So I'm leaving.
And I'm taking the microwave.
Bitch.
[EDIT]: I just decided to make a new journal that I'll update every once and awhile. So if you want to know what that one is, ask me for it.
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| OMGZ! XXxXTOUGHxxXXGUYXXXxxXR00LSSSXXx |
[01 May 2005|09:16am] |
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Don't forget I know where you come from
I watched it all, your every change
From nothing to something so fast
You never had a chance to learn a thing
And there's so many just like you
And it's always the same
Forever ends before it began
And now it's yourself that you hate
Spit my rage
In your face
Spit my rage
And those so quick to judge
With a mouthful of shit you feed to everyone
Lost in contradiction
Now it's yourself you can't live with
Spit my rage
In your face
Spit my rage
Cut back down to size
Lost in your own lies
I'll spit - spit my fucking rage
In your face
Spit my rage
In your fucking face
You should keep your mouth from talking about shit you don't know before someone shuts it for you.
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| Falling Cycle |
[21 Apr 2005|10:22pm] |
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Stretch Arm Strong-For The Record |
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Once again I said too much,
Cannot keep my mouth shut.
And I let you down for the third time today.
And I always knew it would end up this way.
Never understood the point of reflection,
Always just assumed that you needed my insertion,
And my point of view to make life easier for you.
All the things I said and all the things I meant,
Get lost in translation and they never come out right,
And its never as good as it sounded at first.
So please don't let me let you down.
And I won't make the same mistake I've made 1000 times before,
And the one I'm making right now.
So let me take my foot and put it in my mouth.
I won't let you down.
I never thought it would come to this,
And I never dreamed we'd go this far.
You burnt me once again and my soul will wear this scar.
Yesterday was just a memory, tomorrow may never be.
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| And The Results Are... |
[18 Apr 2005|08:11pm] |
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( MY TATTOOOOOOO!!!! )
I'm so happy with how it turned out. Let me know what you think! <3
I'm still up in Gastonia with Amanda. When I'm here, I feel like I'm leading another life. I'm SO fucking happy, sometimes it almost brings me to the point of tears. If I could devote my life to one person, she is most definitely the one. I love her with all my heart, and with all the strength that my heart does not possess. I love you Amanda Suzann Coy. ♥
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| "WHERE'S THE FUCKIN' MONEY KEITH?!?!!" |
[17 Apr 2005|01:31pm] |
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I. Am. Getting. My. Fucking. TATTOO. Tomorrow.
Holy.
Fucking.
Shit.
I'm.
Excited.
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| Breath |
[13 Apr 2005|09:58am] |
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Atmosphere-Trying To Find A Balance |
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Thank you. Everyone. You are why I will continue to grow stronger and why I will rise above everything. You are all my cornerstone. I love you.
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| Don't Ever Fucking Question That... |
[12 Apr 2005|08:30pm] |
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Swollen Members-Horrified Nights |
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I have fucking abandoned myself. I'm such a fuckup, I guess I'll just have to live with that. Fuck life. I give up.
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[12 Apr 2005|10:31am] |
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I feel so lame/"not cool enough". And worthless for some reason. I know I'm not, but I just feel like that.
PS- Amanda, I just woke up like this, so I haven't had a chance to tell you. I just needed to get it out. I love you.
Anima Christi, sanctifica me.
Corpus Christi, salva me.
Sanguis Christi, inebria me.
Aqua lateris Christi, lava me.
Passio Christi, conforta me.
O bone Iesu, exaudi me.
Intra tua vulnera absconde me.
Ne permittas me separari a te.
Ab hoste maligno defende me.
In hora mortis meae voca me.
Et iube me venire ad te,
Ut cum Sanctis tuis laudem te
in saecula saeculorum.
Amen.
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| Effin Name Shit |
[11 Apr 2005|09:53am] |
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Joey is the #307 most common male name. 0.043% of men in the US are named Joey. Around 52675 US men are named Joey! source namestatistics.com |
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[28 Mar 2005|07:14am] |
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Kiss me on the forehead, angel,
before I go to sleep.
I can't remember if its Thursday or December.
I've been keeping track of days by counting hangovers
and the bottles on my floor.
My mangled memory is making me mistake misfortune for forgivness.
I don't think I'll make it out alive,
so promise me that you'll survive to bury me.
Just empty all the alcohol,
and chronicle the chemicals,
but don't forget the cigarettes,
remember every ember.
Alright, I admit that past few months were broken and abused.
Now I'm used to the bleeding and unspoken words that kept me so confused.
Maybe we can get past these addictions,
but the bodies piling up are a whole other story,
unless your stomach's strong enough.
Hell, maybe we can just pretend,
that this recovery wont depend on moderation.
And in the end the same routine won't leave me dead.
Just empty all the alcohol...or baby we're dead.
Tomorrow we'll wake up in time to stop this double suicide,
through kisses laced with cyanide
and one last look through bloodshot eyes.
I guess this is what they call killing yourself in small dose.
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| Towing Jehovah |
[17 Mar 2005|02:25pm] |
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Converge-For You |
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I'm sick. It sucks. I didn't go into work today, which is cool I guess. Amanda is coming down tomorrow, but shes sick too, so we'll prolly just be sick together. I love her so much; I'd do ANYTHING for her.♥
Neck deep we wallow and this floor catches lingering feet.
By rope with heartbreak this is our happiest moment of all.
We dream of flowers on the razorwire,
and wake to the scent of our dead.
We're sinking.
And all of those times don't matter here.
Remember my love,
this is for the sinking and the strength of our wings.
Be brave and bleed out the day.
We left our body for the sky and ended up here.
Listen to me, don't let them list your feet.
Our love is real.
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| This Is For The Sinking And The Strength Of Our Wings... |
[12 Mar 2005|11:39pm] |
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Converge-Flowers And Razorwire |
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I could see the pain in your eyes.
I wish I could prove this truth absolute.
I want to heal you. It is me. I am sorry.
Sister of mercy to free me,
Trace my past beyond what I see.
Your God promised to save me. God forgot.
Needle puncturing skin,
Tell the tales of where I have been.
Please love, trace my soul never to let my memory go.
Murder in every world,
There has got to be someone who understands me.
I was looking for myself.
Asking everyone except myself the questions which I and only I could answer.
Reflections in the skin,
Release the flowing stream.
The agony we call living.
The bloodletting I call me.
I will never fall down.
Jesus-fucking-Christ, Converge is AMAZING.
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| You Know The Drill... |
[06 Mar 2005|04:05pm] |
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Sworn Enemy-Absorb The Lies |
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New AIM: JoeyIsPoisonFree
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